Throwback

I think I was just too open about life

April 30 2004 ....WOW, 8yrs ago...i had to say i was just an open book

See the thing is with me is that sometimes i don't care what i say but when i say it, its always in a nice or respectful way. Unless you piss me off....but hey its all good....Any way its time for a run through of Torrin's semester at UL Lafayette

January----
Status:single
Eyecandy: none really, probably just some fine chicks I've never see before, but who's counting.
Progress: N/A

February----
Status: first half single few days into it seeing someone(Quack)....what a move!!!!!!
Eyecandy:Ingrid,and a girl at work, and girlfriend "Quack"...thats her nickname.
Progress:HA...you'll see

March-----
Status:Dating...Torrin has a girlfriend....when this boy moves he moves..lol
Eyecandy: The Girfriend....lets just say i was blinded by something..haven't figured it out yet.>>>R. Kelly- The greatest...oh but there's more.....that shit lasted for about a total of 3 weeks maybe...Yeah thats right I don't play that shit....I'll kick you to the.....sorry got a little carried away on that one.
Progress: A little....I got a lot of shit....Hoodies,Phone bill paid off, money, the works

April-----
Status:Single again.....hey what can i say
Eyecandy:The girl with the BOB THE BUILDER BOOKSACK on...i know her name...Im not the typical guy..i just don't want to put her on blast....she cool
Progress:...well this is the last day in april so i'll have to make the best of it...i can't tell just yet...hopefully something will come of it.

..............This is the most i've ever been ready to go home and chill...probably cuz i know i have a job and I will be workin as soon as i get home. Im gonna love be home....I make 21 and Im going to be a party animal....I swear im going the stripclub when i hit 21.....well at least i'll be going legally.

Im sure the summer journals will be just as exciting as the semester....POOF-BE-GONE

The reason being single is easy......IM A JERK!!!!!!

I'm having a conversation via text while on the phone with my sibling and something strikes me as to why I shouldn't have sent that text message in the first place. To give a little about what happened in the short story, I'll start from the middle of the week.

So I'm recovering from a minor cold, like most people this year when the weather changes. You never think you'll get it until the weather officially changes, but of course that depends the environment.

Fast Forward....Today

As I'm trying to catch up and see how this person has been, I mention that I am trying to get better from some sneezing and coughing that's been going on since Wednesday. This person proceeds to says

"oh you may have the flu"....****I'm thinking what****

No, I don't have the flu, or flu-like symptoms, just stuffy nose and coughing

"How do you know, are you a doctor?"

.....Right then and there, I had to grow patience and not respond. I didn't want to sound like an ass, but I've had the flu before, light and extreme.....its just a simple Cold...my sibling had to talk me out of responding.

You DON'T want to know what I was going to say....

Allow Me to Show You How to K.I.S.S.

Covering the Do's and Dont's of Relations

DO NOT try to read me: that will get you nowhere fast. If you find yourself reading me, I hope that you are liscensed and Im paying you to do so. I can't speak for other guys, but I have a radar for women who are trying to figure me out. You might do better drugging me and probing my brain, cuz its not going to happen.

Back and Better!

You'd think I didn't enjoy posting blogs....For those who have read them before, know that it is very random. Its been since July since the last one and before that like 8months. Not really like me to NOT share my thoughts and experiences w/ the world. 5:08am on a Sunday and Im as wired as a "rave-kid" on "X"..... I guess thats because Im not feeling well and I go to sleep when the sandman wants me to. I think I hit the sack at 9pm and woke up at 4am sneezing and blowing....ah whatever....I may drug myself up just because I don't think I want to see the sun

Anyway back to the point....I am back and better...stay tuned

Memoirs of a Possible Schizo: Introduction

These blogs are meant for non judging eyes.... to tell you the truth, I don't care who reads them. My experience since moving away from my hometown have been interesting enough for me to post and share w/ viewers who like reading. Its almost like the literature version of voyeurism ....Take the time to read, laugh, enjoy, comment or not comment....just don't judge me, because if you haven't done worse, YOU WILL at some point.

LU + Basketball = Flames

So my college has a new basketball team of the summer quarter and so far...In my eyes it has been a bad thing. I have no issues with athletes, mainly because I was an athlete for some years, so I can understand the enthusiasm sometimes when it comes to being one.  But on the real though, these dudes are probably some of the most ignorant people I have ever seen in my life. I can't say all of them because I haven't been around the whole team, but the ones that I have had class with, WOW....

This type of behavior is nothing new, but each time I'm around them when they are among each other I feel like I'm back in a place where I don't want to be. Example: dude sits in class talking about how this is college and not high school, he shouldn't have to be early to class and is frustrated cuz he can't wear his hat...All this because his coach told him different. I can't count how many times the word N***a came out his mouth....Im not sayin anyone is perfect and no one around me uses it (clearly not that much), but damn dude, represent yourself in a better way.  Its just sad to see a bunch of young guys who think that the scholarship that they got and activities they do is all that counts.....

17 days left til graduation.....LU is going down in flames....you think they were scared before....oh you just wait....

The World Needs To Know

Chris I hope you read this...
So one of my homies has a friend who he is currently engaged in a bet with, basically tried to call me out. His statement to me was, quote "boy i bet could get more ass than you".....Internal Torrin said, "bitch please", but my brain only allowed me to say "okay bruh, if you say so". Personally I don't take stuff like that personally anymore, becuase if I did he's feel like shit and I'd be labeled as a hoe. I won't call him out on his bet with his boys, but i will say his dick doesn't have a chance of falling off cuz the ass he claim he's gettin...yeah, i doubt it
I don't have "game"....better yet, my game is basically showing i don't need game. I am my game, and I don't mean to sound boastful about it, but I am me...and If I've gotten all the ass in my "ass getting days" for being me then think of the damage i could do i did have game. Good think i don't have that mindset. But as for this guy... if you think gettin turned down by 14 women and finally gettin that one random chick is game, then you know what YOU WIN. Comparing the two of us is like comparing Trick Daddy (him) to P. Diddy(me)...homie' we both might have our own talents and can use them to the best of our ability, but lets be real...you are limited homie, I have much more to offer. Enough said on this note....step your game up homeboy before you start swimming with the sharks

Life's A Bitch!!!!

My school is weird and so are the people who attend. It would seem as if I've fallin too far into the pool of unique. I've never seen people stare. I never do this, but its long over due to break down LU and how its rubbed off on me

The Black Women: Lets get this out the way first so i won't be mean by the time im done talkin about people. Not as bad as it could be. Some of them are friendly the others have this look on their face as if they had shit in their lips.Quite a few greeks, which im use to, but that has nothing to do with the group in general. The mixed girls...Damn i guess i really had nothing negative to say....not that i wanted to..just thought i might

Black Guys: Cats are weird...You do have your stand-outs, meatheads, and the homies. Now that Life has a basketball team, it can scream its diverse ways. Being the team is mostly if not all black...brings a whole new type of black man to the school..cuz real talk, the rest of us don't play rugby, cycle, play racketball or play soccer....Im just sayin...im just being real

White girls: Hmm...this might be a hard one. They are truely the most unique group in the school...Some cool, some stank, some fine, most not so hot... I try to deal with them only when i need to...I won't front i do have a few friends and they are the acception, the rest are just walking around with bellies and flip flops...sexy ain't it

White Guys: Not an issue, but most of these bastard stare, which i don't like. Please don't look at me for more than 3seconds without sayin something...Not that its rude, but Im gonna thing you have an F'n problem. A few of these guys are so uptight walking around in their jesus sandles, carrying their gallons of water. Ducks....

Im done with these people....Life is a bitch and I can't wait to be finished with this place December, here i come

This should be fun.....

A few characters I know....I choose to write about them every "blue moon" just to entertain myself...Somehow every time i do this there's always a new one.... this time there are a few.....

Breadcrumbs: This person is funny haven't talked about them in a while, but its always fun to bring them back up. The last time I did speak/IM this person I knew a bridge was burn (mainly because I torched it), but i tried to see how far it was would last...all of 20mins. Tha was way more than what i expected

The Lawyer: I heard this one was moving places....not that they are progressing in life, but they are going somewhere...lol...I still feel a bit sorry but its really not my place, so I take that back...good luck with everything

Front Street: New to the game, and probably the shortest lived. Talks a good game but finishes poorly. This person should get an award for the most bullshit to fall out of a persons mouth within a 48hr period. Silence is golden with us and it seems to be the best way to handle it. Can't have your cake and eat it to folks...Pick your battles and you can win the war if you play your cards right.

Yellow Fever: I never know what to say about this person. Everytime its something...never changes...always something wrong. its like talking to a certain sesame street character i know of.....I should've learned my lesson the first time around but hear i am bitch about it...oh well

Enigma: Probably my biggest headache thus far....again one of those time where I should have learned from the first situation , but i gave that second opportunity that clearly wasn't woth it. This person is the equal to inconsiderate and must learn to glue those pieces of their life together


Damn that was fun...I must do this again

Back to my old ways....

Why I do what I do....
Only because I know I can, do I say what i want. I try not to offend anyone in particular person, but hell sometimes it comes out like that. If you feel yourself being singled out....DON'T TAKE IT PERSONAL. I won't say a name, but if you know your situation, I've accomplished my goal. I don't want call people out and not be a critic of myself...cuz i am...but some folks need ot be called out on their shit ASAP.... I feel like I've fell off of my shit when it comes to things needing to be said...but don't trip....Im on it, I'll be on it all day...